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He's Always Been My Son

He's Always Been My Son

Janna Barkin

(2017)

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Abstract

This inspiring and moving story, told from the heart of an extraordinary family, recounts the emotional and uplifting journey of raising a transgender son.

Janna Barkin's family has come a long way since their child, Amaya, first told them he was a boy and not a girl and this captivating memoir charts the family's experiences of raising Amaya, from birth through to adulthood. With powerful chapters written by Amaya's family and friends, Janna shares personal stories of the support and discoveries her family has encountered and provides a 'care package' of advice for families facing similar issues, including a glossary of terms and a list of hand-picked support sources.

Written with warmth and humor, He's Always Been My Son reminds us to accept others for who they are and will support, educate and inspire anyone who reads it.


He's Always Been My Son does what no other book has, weaving together a mother's own reflections with inspiring words from the other key players ... capturing the essential truth that it takes a village to grow a thriving gender creative child.
Diane Ehrensaft, Ph.D., Director of Mental Health, Child and Adolescent Gender Center, UCSF, and author of Gender Born, Gender Made and The Gender Creative Child
Janna Barkin is the proud mother of a transgender son, and a passionate transgender youth rights advocate. She writes regularly for the Huffington Post and on her personal blog, He's Always Been My Son.
What I love about this book is that it is a wonderful balance between a mother's love for her son and resources available to families who are navigating a similar journey. With different family members contributing to the story, the reader can see what this transition looks like from varying viewpoints.
Roz Gould Keith, President/Founder of Stand with Trans, parent of a transgender teen, and Creator of Ally Moms
As a mom of a transgender daughter, I wish this labor of love existed when my child began her journey.
Jeanette Jennings, President and founder, Transkids Purple Rainbow Foundation, featuring with her family on the television docu-series, "I am Jazz"

Table of Contents

Section Title Page Action Price
He’s Always Been My Son: A mother’s story about raising her transgender son by Janna Barkin 3
Amaya’s Blessing 11
Introduction 13
What Does That Mean? A Glossary for This Book 17
Navigation Guide 27
Part 1. The Before Years 33
Dream Baby 35
She Had One Job 36
Amaya’s Name 38
To Snip or Not to Snip? by Gabriel Barkin, Amaya’s father 41
Notes from a Naming Ceremony 46
The Power of Three 46
Part 2. The Early Years 49
Amazing by Gabriel Barkin, Amaya’s father 51
Girls Wear Pink, Boys Wear Blue (or Not) 52
One of the Boys by Tracey Klapow, a very dear friend, and “Aunt Tracey” to our children 57
When Is a Hat Not Just a Hat? 59
Best Practices Evolve by Lisa Treadway, a very dear friend, and “Aunt Lisa” to our children 63
Walking Through Cement by Shawn Masia, Amaya’s uncle 66
I Wish to Be a Grampa 69
Spike! 71
One in 200 75
I Found a Friend in You 77
Tomboy 79
Part 3. The Tween Years 83
Chick Dude 88
“Faggots” and “Trannies” by Gabriel Barkin, Amaya’s father 90
Two Moms 94
Heroes by Gabriel Barkin, Amaya’s father 96
Period Stop 103
Holding Together While \nFalling Apart 105
Halloween Scream 116
Watching and Waiting 117
Why Can’t My Child Just Make Up Their Mind? 122
Part 4. The Transition Years 127
Facebook Told Me My Daughter Was My Son 130
Bound in So Many Ways 136
The Doctor Dilemma 141
Finding Cristin 150
I’ll Go with You 154
High Hopes for High School 158
Texas 164
Coming Out Is a Process 173
A Letter to Our Family 180
The Girls by Gabriel Barkin, Amaya’s father 184
“Is He Changing His Name?” 186
Top Surgery 188
Witness by Michael Krashes, a very dear family friend 200
Looking for Reflections 202
Puberty, Again?! 210
Your Papers, Please! 217
The Lay of the Land: Current Medical Practices for Transgender Youth 228
Big Sister, Little Brother by Emily Barkin, Amaya’s sister, 5 years old 238
Part 5. Complete 243
The “Talk” by Gabriel Barkin, Amaya’s father 244
Complete, for Now: an Interview with the BBC 245
Rock on! by Weston Walls, a very dear family friend 248
There He Goes! 251
Who’s “She”?! 252
College Unbound 254
Reflections: \na Letter to My Beloved by Linda Masia, Amaya’s maternal grandmother 256
My Amaya by Elaine Barkin, Amaya’s paternal grandmother, September 2014, Valley Village, CA 259
Part 6. Now (and Beyond) 271
From Ally to Activist 271
A Blog Was Born 272
He’s So Lucky 276
Who’s the Lucky One? by Gabriel Barkin, Amaya’s father 279
Without Understanding by Travis Owen, Amaya’s brother, 11 years older 281
He’s Always Been a Teacher 283
Mistakes, I’ve Made a Few 285
Shifted by KB, a very dear friend, and “Aunt KB” to our children 289
There He Goes, for Real! 292
Postscript: I Am Worried, I Am Hopeful 296
Resources for Transgender People and Their Families 299
Notes 317
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